now i feel...

now I'm not in the same class with my friends
because of that..now i feel uneasy
i always think maybe there's something wrong..
don't know why..since im not in the same class with them..i feel im not close to them
maybe it's just me..
but i'm always affraid thats true
everything that on my minds it's true..
what if it's true??

what I can still close with them?
or not?
hopefully, what had been thinking of was not true
i really..really wish is not true..
but the truth..i feel lonely..i cant say it to them..
im affraid they left me behind..